forgive me for i'm not a serious blogger :(

My goodness, i've been ignoring my blog for months.. blame it on my busy routine since the past 3 months.. the last post was somewhr in Sept.. -_-

Let me just do it briefly la..

August-Sept-Oct:

• It had been hard yet worth the time i missed for blogging..I had dedicated my whole life for this thing called BOLAJARING since i joined the sport for mskppm last july.. I hv never thot that life would be different just because of it..really, i noticed that i've become a happier person (not that i'm not hpy with my life back then) but to be honest, netball has really made me whole once again..during the past 3 months, i just couldnt wait for the next day to come because the only time i found myself completely stress-free was when i played netball with this wonderful bunch of people i've only known recently..just fyi, we had training session ALMOST every day..and i guess that's what made us closer each passing day..

Oct:

• Ok..It was the month that my netball team has been long waiting for..We were all ready for the mskppm state-level! ;p n yes, hard work always paid-off.. another glorious moment for keningau team.. i rather not brag abt it, nti kna ckp tmbirang.. so next....

• Doing thesis is one of my least fav stuff.. but i had no choice but to help my mom complete hers..RARR-RaaRRR-RArRRRRrrrrrr!!

• Another matter i shud be very worried of, SPM! (As if i was the one taking it bah) My form5 kids were not scared at all, i found them skipping classes, sleeping during my lesson and menjadi semakin kurang ajar..if only canning isnt such a big issue...sigh...

Nov:

• Meetings....LDP...LDP...LDP.. somebody shoot me! >_<

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Now that would summarise my life and just to update u guys la (kalau la ada readers ;p)

Nway, i'm now having my sch-hols, and i'm pretty sure that all teachers out thr are right now, the happiest creatures on earth..heheh..(are they????)

K, till next post.. muahh..

classmate... ^_*

It was back in 1995 when i moved to SRK SFX kgau (from tbn) that i first saw this girl, Anna (bkn nama sebenar).. my mind was saying "she looks like my x-classmate in tbn named Sherin.." n yes, they were both wearing spectacles, which made them look quite identical..

I wasn't that close with Anna since we did have our own cliques.. we were actually classmates since we were in primary 5 until we left high-school (2001)..

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In 2002, i started my life as a college student in a teacher training institution.. i was shocked (plus happy) to find out that Anna was there as well and once again we became classmates.. so, how long have we been classmates?? 1995-2008, you do the maths...

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I really would like to share another fact with u guys... anna's father looks exactly like mine!! sometimes we would burst out laughing just thinking of that.. kan Annie.. ehh kan Anna... ;p

and yeah, we come from the same kampung, 'kg PAMALAN'..

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Well... it's fun to hv Anna as a classmate and as a friend to be exact... She's fun-loving, humorous and very understanding..i used to share some secret with her when we were in shah alam, we would YM-ing up til midnite just to express our dissatisfaction on a matter i would rather not say.. kita2 jak la kan Anna ;)

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Nway...... this post is dedicated to her, and now that she's married, i would like to congratulate her once again ( well i did come to her wedding both in perkasa and at her house and i would say that i enjoyed every moment of it..).. May God bless ur family!

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Anna, i will always cherish our friendship...may it last forever..amin.. ^_^

(tp hati sia tdk tahan kalo X mention nama sebenar dia).. ok la, she is the owner of this beautiful name, SYLVIANNIE JRENEUS.... i luv u annie!!! mwahhhhhhh!!!!!

a day out of town~

I just reached home after almost 2 and a half hours journey from Sapulut.. i was in SMK Sapulut together with my kgau netball team.. It was quite frustrating because only 3 teams managed to show up.. Keningau, Tambunan n Nabawan... i wonder where the Tenom n Sook teams were?

We arrived in smk sapulut only to find out that there was no network coverage..hahah the funny thing was when teacher catherine berjaya kasi kena sia, pura2 dia tnya "ehh sepa punya phone tu bebunyi??"(dgn muka cukup serious lg tu).. trus sia pun tercari2 ni bunyi hp, smbil letak tgn d telinga mo mendingar kunu, btul2 sia tkena ni!! hahah... :P

I met my long-lost friend, Imelda Julian, (my sch-mate back in srk st theresa tambunan)..she told me that she is currently teaching in smk nabawan..it was nice to see her again.. ^_^

Just before we headed back kgau, we went to a nearby river to have lunch.. a very generous teacher from smk kgau 2, tc aishah has prepared our lunch..she cooked ikan masin, kacang pjg + bilis, ayam goweng n tempoyak durian..punyalaa best mkn2 siring sungai ramai2! nyummy!!

**Nway, Keningau was again the winner.. congrates my dear friends.. they will represent 'zon pedalaman' in the next tournament, which is the state-level and will b held in Sandakan soon.. may the luck b with u guys, again n again! X0X0!

mskppm fever~

Netball Carnival (MSKPPM) for Kgau district level was held last Saturday (5th July09) and just fyi, it was the first time for me to join mskppm..last year, i missed the carnival since i was just posted in july08 (time tu sa punya geram,dlm hati 'kan bgus kalo awl skit posting')..Nway, I was a player back in high sch, so after for about 8 years i dint even hv the chance to touch a netball 'ball', it was time for me to show the skills i used to hv, now as a teacher..my position, as usual GS :)


There were 5 teams competing:
1) SMKK2
2) SMT
3) SMKH
4)GBA
5)ZON PGLN (i was in this team)

here was the result:
1st place- smkk2
2nd - zon pgln
3rd - smkh

ngeeheee... 2nd place was not bad at all...my team-mates told me that last yr they just managed to get the 3rd place.. i was in fact very proud of my team, eventho we are not teaching in the same sch, we were able to play well.. actually i was an 'imported player', i shud b joining the GBA team since my sch is located in that zone..heheheh sowyyyy..mayb next time la ya..

Next tournament is the 'peringkat pedalaman' whc will be held in smk sapulut (17 july) and it will be between 5 districts; kgau, tenom, tbn, nbwn and sook..i am appointed to b the trainer/jurulatih for kgau team, meaning to say, i wont be playing..nasib jg la cuz my peha injured ni masa main last week, susa mo lari..nanti kalah kna kasi salah plak haha...yg penting, dpt ikut p sapulut tgk my team main..yeahh!

*thx to julia for inviting me to join the previous tournament. next yr pgl lg sa ahh..heee..

what say u?

My younger sis is getting engaged this saturday, means 4 days left for her to enjoy her 'unattached' life..she's only 22! When i was about her age, i was still figuring out the meaning of love, i had no serious relationship with any guys, i was just having fun flirting and guessing who my next crush would be...

I seriously have never planned to be engaged before i turn at least 25 cuz i thought and still think that i am not ready for those upcoming challenges during the engagement period..having heard so many cases of engagement that dint work, that really scares me out..

When talking about relationship, i can just pray that the one i'm in now would last forever..this coming 1st July would be our 3rd anniversary, so u can see how long we've been together..

I begin to believe that age is just a matter of number, being 3yrs older than him is not a problem at all..or it is?? I've heard quite a number of opinions from some friends regarding this matter.

Friend A: "Teda masalah baituh (umur)..asalkan masing2 boleh terima sesama sendiri, dan saling memahami".

Friend B: "Kalo sia la, sia lebih prefer yg tua dari sia, or at least same age. Matang ba kalo yg tua dari kita".

and this one makes me laugh...

Friend C: "Ko kasi tgl jak ba. Byk lg llaki lain."

Aduii...tolong laaa..nda supportive langsung..hahaha..

Well.. my decision is, I WILL NEVER DO SUCH THING, EVER!

The reason is very simple; He loves me as who i am, so do i... :)

So, again, age is totally not gonna be a problem..enuf said.

~happy engagement day, sis! x0x0~

thou art so pretty in those gowns..

Date/time: 7 years ago! (July 2002)
Event: Registration day (B.Ed TESL cohort 1)
Venue: IPG Hall


Here goes the story:

I was looking for any familiar faces when i saw a cute, petite girl came towards me with a very friendly smile (she was accompanied by her parents while i was all alone that time).. We introduced our names after exchanging 'hi', and the fact that she was also there to register herself for the same course made me kinda relief as i knew that i had someone to share my feeling during that moment ( I was so nervous bah, suda la dtg mktb saturang teda kwn!)..if my memory serves me right, we were the first 2 persons to come for the reg..how 'semangat' both of us were..

As we were about to enter the hall, a lady stopped us and said this "kamu nda buli masuk ni dewan oo kalo nda pkai kasut tutup penuh (pumpshoes) warna gelap!" What the heck!
As both of us were wearing sandals (siou noh, siurang masi innocent tia tau peraturan mktb ba),
her parents then kindly asked me to follow them to Donggongon to buy shoes..funny pula sia rasa, bru kenal trus kna bwa shoppin kasut haha..

I remembered this one quite well, after we got what we needed (those freakin pumpshoes), her parents brought us to hv breakfast at one of the restaurants in Donggongon, and the girl and me ordered the same menu 'ROTI KOSONG n TEH-C PING'...I was so touched with the way her parents treated me (they are as lovely as ever, thanks a lot uncle n auntie)..

We went back to the hall just to find that there were girls who wore sandals to reg themselves..i was like geram a bit, but i just kept it to myself..(dlm ati sia, aikss napa kami td kna marah pkai sandals? npa durang x kna marah?) Btw, the girl and i reg ourselves together and we managed to get the same dorm..we were quite close during the first couple of semesters,however..things changed, but dun wurry, nothin bad happened between us kan kich ;)..(opss now i've revealed who the girl is..)

Nway, yes the girl i was talking abt is Tracy J. Lojingon a.k.a KICHI.. she is so inspiring as a friend, and a very soft-spoken one..not to mention, she's also one of the intelligent persons i've ever known..

30/05/2009- that was the date of her big day, whc i've attended 2 days ago, deep in my heart, i was so happy for her, and as i looked at her face, all the memories between us were suddenly playing in my mind, whc of course i will never ever forget.. Kich, if u happen to read this, congrates once again on ur wedding day, may God bless ur marriage and last but not least, may our friendship last forever...love u kich! muah!

aduss buring gilak

Wow! I just cudnt believe that time passed so quickly..the last tym i was here blogging was 2 months ago.. maybe i was too bz wif sch stuff that sometimes i tend to forget the existence of my own blog.huhu..pity my bloggy..

Nway, i am terribly bored today..it's sunday and i just dont knw wht to do! Usually i will do my LPs on sundays, but since it's exam weeks, i wont be doing any til the sch hols end..(good news 4 teachers huhuhuh)...

I texted my beloved just to let him knw how bored i am, i was planning to ask him out but i remembered that we've just seen each other last nyt..(org ckp kalo blk2 jumpa pndi boring, btl kaituh?)

My mom and lil sis went out to buy some stuff while my dad is somewhr at the backyard mayb feeding his ikan2 n ayam2..(i just heard his voice 'calling' the chickens "kruukruuukruukk" astaga Pa, punya awl ni baru jam 3.31pm ba.)

Aduiiiiiii buringgggggggggggg... k guys, mayb i shud watch Tv la kalo gini..bye.

sweet, happy ending~

I remembered i posted something like this in my FB "training my kids for debate competition..so no sch hols for me"...i posted it last week, which was during the school break (1 week).. i was so sad that i had to be in school the whole week when all the other teachers were enjoying their hols to the max.. i was lucky that 1 of my colleagues had offered her help to train the kids.. just FYI, no one, i repeat, NO ONE has ever expected that this sch of mine can beat any other schools when it comes to english-related competition..and the fact that this sch has never won any of them, (even top-3 pun ndak perna!), made it quite a challenge for me to train the students..


SMKAA, used to have bad academic reputation...(sa masi igt masa sa skul d smsfx, asal jak dgr nama SMKAA, trus yg 'o0o0 tedaaala tuuu') and when i think of it again, i feel so stupid with my own silly perspective.. now that i am teaching here in SMKAA, i started to believe that this sch has the potential to be as good as the other schools in town..recently, we were shocked to know that one of the students managed to score 8As (SPM08)... 7A pun ada...4A plg byk... punya riuh the staffroom once the result kuar... semua senyum2 bangga...


Back to the debate competition, it was held 3 days ago in SMK SOOK.. jauh ba kami dtg, 45mins journey jg o0o (tu logging2 bah p pampan jln kalu nda 30mins pun buli smpi..kununnn)..nway, mcmana la SMKAA??


1.) pre-liminary round: SMKAA (affirmative) vs SMeks (negative)
motion: "Music in language classroom is pivotal in enhancing academic performance".
result: motion is ACCEPTED..yeahhh!!!!


2.) semi-final round: SMKAA (affirmative) vs SMKB (negative)
motion: "Students' involvement in co-curricular activities hinders excellence in academic achievement".
result: motion is again, ACCEPTED! ^_^


3.) final round: SMKAA (affirmative) vs SMKH (negative)
motion: "School prefects are the key determinant to bully cases in school".
result: REJECTED.. :)


Was i sad to hear that?? NOT AT ALL.. in fact i was absolutely proud of my kids to be able to get thru to the final which is more than a big achievement for a kampung school..(yg slalu kana look down ni..sian btul sia rasa..but we've proved it, kg2 pun berbisa jg tau)


Till next entry...peace~

tag by annieming ^_^

1) Do you think you hot?
Absolutely! (kasi snang ati sndri haha)

2) Upload a favret pic of u.

3) Why do u like dat pic?
Kenangan terindah baini haha

4) When was the last tym u ate pizza?
Ages ago :(

5) The last song u listened to?
Situasi by bunkface..i loike!

6) What are u doing besides this?
Marking exam papers..burink neh.

7) What name you prefer than dis?
Kerrs, shortform for carol

Those who will be tagged
1.sheila
2.jac
3.al
4.sheila again hahah
5.kim kardashian

8) Who is no. 1?
1 of my besties..

9) No. 3 is having relationship with?
If im not mistaken, wif mr.N

10) Say something bout no.5.
Big boobs n nice butt! (kalo sa lelaki, lama suda sa kuntik)

11) How about no. 4?
Hahaha sheila again, emm she’s the fairest among all!

12) Who is no.2?
Jac, my superb director tym sa jd plakon before jd cigu hahaha

form5 Wawasan yg tdk berwawasan!

I was writing on the whiteboard about The Pearl when suddenly i saw a bag which has just fallen down next to my right foot after hitting the same whiteboard i was writing on (someone has just thrown it and lucky it didnt hit me!) When i turned around, a girl was already in tears while her mouth was swearing furiously at another boy, the one who made her freakin mad at the first place.. Gosh i was so shocked that I cudnt think of anything but shouted "cukuuuup!!" Worse came to worst, both of the girl and the boy were still yelling at each other as if there was no teacher in the class (DAMN IT, these kids were really KURANGAJAR, they dint even show any respect for me!) While i was asking the girl to calm down, she reached some books and threw them away and that was when i had no other choice but to call the discipline teacher. I went downstairs (mind u i had to walk 3-floors down) to call Mr M (the discipline teacher) and went up again, this time with him walking after me.. i cudnt help but cursing my high-heels along the way up..

Entering the class together, Mr M then questioned the boy on what happened and the boy defended himself, saying "tu perempuan yg mcm taik, urang main-main saja sma dia pun, btul2 mcm taik punya perempuan!" (he uttered the word TAIK twice, deep inside i laughed my heart out..huhu sama jak kamu dua tu mcm TAIK!!)

All Mr M has done was just advising both of them in a monotone voice (cheh boring! i was expecting more! guru disiplin baituh, cuba la dia tempiling ka, smack down ka, bru la insaf ba tu bdk2..ni dia kasi manja2 lg cakap..Afterall, the boy who quarrelled with the girl is Mr M's nephew (rupanya), who was transferred to this school last year by his parents due to discipline problem back in his previous school! PADAN LAA..suda kena kasi pndah pun masi buat hal, dasarrrr samseng taik tungau!)

Now when i ponder upon the incident, i was ashamed that i dint manage to solve it on my own, (mauuu jg pgil guru discipline..heh!) which shows that i am still way too far of becoming a capable teacher, the one who manages to control the class.. -_-

BIDA ni sa rasa skg, btul2 rasa tcabar o0 when ur students disrespect u! Siap la kamu, im the one who's gonna mark ur trial paper and evaluate ur oral for SPM! (now dont blame me for becoming holistic cuz u r the ones who ask me to b one, serve u rite!)

boredom .. tiredness.. -_-

monique..enna..lenny

The three MOSTWANTED teachers!! ;p

(saja jak post this entry kekekek)

bisuk sukan skul sia..

We'll be having our sch sport day tomorrow, so im planning to go to bed a bit late as i have decided to come to sch late kihkihkih..so glad that my name is not mentioned to be in-charge of any duty during the sukan..guess all i may be doing tomorrow is just memanaskan buntut smbil teriak2 kasi support n smangat skit to my already hopeless team (rumah WIRA), suda la Wira dpt numbur 3 jak time merentas desa (the term is now changed into 'Larian Kementerian Pelajaran', bagus suru tu menteri2 yg belari..)...

I wonder how the students are going to do the sports since it is rainy nowadays, and u can imagine the lumpur yg mengganas n rumput yg slippery, kesian bdk2...(fyi, our sch is located far from the town and never in history that our sch sport days were held at the town sport complex -_-)

(hv to stop now, my hp is suddenly ringing ;p)
till then...cyaa...

BIDA LA KO!

What a stupid man! how cud he ask me to inspect the EXCEL for SPM candidates when im not the one who's in-charge of that? Being nice as always, i just did it..and another moron asked me to do the same for the PMR Excel, which i think has nothing to do with me since im teaching in the morning session. (fyi, classes for form 3 are held in the afternoon session)..buduu takkan sia mo bebangas smpai petang d sch?? heh!!

Today is one of the unluckiest days for me..when i was teaching, suddenly i got a phone call from my colleague asking me to go downstairs as there was an officer from the PPD waiting for me to fill in some forms..and guess what, it was regarding the excel which was supposed to be filled in by him and NOT me! Terus sia ckp "Apa kaitan KP sma tu borang2 pemantauan excel?? budu! ko yg patut pantau tu excel, bknnya cikgu yg ajar d skul!".. (luckily i dint utter it out, dlm ati jak)

RIMAS btul sia ni ari..guess i shud go n cool myself down for a while..

My handwriting mcm cakar ayam sigun!

I was tagged by annie again..hihihi..lets see the rules..






The Rules:~


1. Your name / identification name / username etc.


2. Write anything using either your left / right hands.


3. Most favorite alphabets.


4. Less favorite alphabets.


5. "The quick brown fox jump over the lazy dog".


6. Tag more 6 persons / bloggers.








This is my handwriting..makin tua makin bida..heh!

Five things u dont knw bout me..

My friend Annie tagged me few days ago and this is the title:

Five Things You Don't Know About Me

1. My body mass index is : 24 . That means my weight is normal for my height..but still dlm usaha mo reduce some kgs ni supaya tampak lebih anggun..yeiksss ;p

2. My family members call me 'Inie'..shortform for Lenny :)

3. I dont eat BEEF since i was in primary 6. Sia geli..

4. I was an IRC addict (1997-2003..time zmn hingusan sia) ;p

5. Ni yg plg best: i was 73kg in 2002!! huahuahua..jd dorom btul2 sia time tu! ;p

So those are the things u dint knw before, but now that u do, it's ur turn to reveal urs! ^_^

Saturday..used to be my fav day..not nemore..SHOOT!

Im still waiting for my convo pics that were promised to be sent within 2 weeks n it’s already 1 month so I started wondering, either ‘they’ tipu me bulat2 or was it me who wrote the mail address incorrectly.. ahh mustahil la sia buli silap mail add sa..mustahil! Nvm, I’ll jz keep on waiting then..
It has been a week since the sch session started..quite a good start since I dint find myself bz wif work compared to some of my friends..for these 2 weeks, we were asked to use our previous timetable (last year punya ah!), since our PK1 hasn’t prepared a new one for us, when the other teachers in the evening session have already received theirs so a big clap for the penyelia petang, kerja dia semua beres time cuti.. guru2 pagi yg kesian la if u got wat I mean here..
Hmm..starting this year, we’ll be having our KOKUM every Saturday, which means, I only get the chance to rest on Sunday (punya laaaaa!) As the ketua guru penasihat for BI club, i hv no choice but to attend every KOKUM session.. I bet the students wont come, even during weekdays, the percentage of the attendance is already downright pathetic..n still ‘they’ came with the idea of carrying out the KOKUM on Saturday, GREAT! I cant say more, guru junior ba masi, jd syuhhh..diam2 sija la kita..
2 hours of meeting really kills my back..think I need to tk a nap..cya!

some air plsss..i wanna breathe!!

1) KP BI..
2) Class tcher..
3) Ketua Penasihat Persatuan BI
4)Guru Penasihat Consumer Club
5) S/U Sistem Bimbingan Taulan
6) S/U sch bulletin

Will i b strong enuff to face such challenges???

Nway, I cant stop blaming myself today.. "kanapa laaa sia pilih jd sigu?? kanapa la sia nda isi jd nurse?? kanapa la sia tia pursue my dream to be a singer?" (ok im kiddin, wif suara yg bida gini mmg teda harapan langsung)..

HATE! HATE! HATE!!!! (jiwa memberontak!)

and teaching form5 is like adding the salt to the wound....maamiiiii, tlung siaaa... ;((


(my new yr resolution: finding another job, salesgirl perhaps)

p/s--i live in a crazy lil world afterall--