I am officially...SINGLE...

I was with him for the past 4 years and 3 months.... like any other couples, we did hv fights n arguments, which is normal..

But the most recent argument led to a break-up...it had nothing to do with other people, cheating or anything that is related to betrayal...it was actually about being honest about our own objectives in life..he has his own objectives, so do i...

Of course at the beginning of the relationship, everything was just wonderful...the 2nd-3rd year were awesome...came the 4th year, everything has changed..i want to respect his privacy so i wouldnt state what changes he has gone through.. only that he has a new objective, which somehow contributes to the argument..

Basically, my objective is i wanna tie a knot with the one i love before i reach 30..i did tell him about this since the early stage of our relationship..and I was happy that he could accept that despite his young age..but that was then....longgggg longggg time ago when we were deeply in love with each other..

Now u tell me, what woman is not going to ask 'that' question after being together for a long time...4years plus, mind u! But then again, part of it was my mistake, choosing someone younger at the first place..am i stupid? i hv no regret....

I do agree that sometimes, my own selfishness about some stuff has made the change of heart of him..im sorry about that..i admit i've made him disappointed on certain matters..on the other hand, i was also upset with him due to certain matters also..so both hv been through some rough moment trying to accept one another all this while...

I want to hate him but i cannot..the fact that i still love him hurts me even more..yet, i know that its no use loving someone who doesnt love u anymore as much as u do...and i know someone better is waiting for me out there..

It was mutual..we need to go separate ways..but we're still friends..we can still hangout together if we want to...it wud be awkward going out with ur X but yeah, he's still one of the best persons i've ever known..n like i said, i hv no regret knowing n being with him for the past 4 years..thanks for all the memories...i wish u all the best in life.. :')

2010...not really a good year...

It has really been a while! feb..march..apr..may...june... july...august...sept..n now OCT! for after several months, here i am again, trying my best to recall some events happened throughout the months i've missed blogging...but then again, call me LAZY, cuz im not gonna blog things happened since half a year ago..

Now, let me just do some updates of what i'm up to nowadays...

1- teaching

2- teaching (whoops..did i mention that twice? just so u know how much i LIKE being a teacher!)

3- netball training...uuuuuu its time to get in shape again..lalala..

4- heart-broken...DAMN! yes i cried a lot...n still crying...but i hv to move on...i know im strong...to the one who i used to love so much, thanks, at least i can experience this kind of situation i hv never had before...whc is TERRIBLE! :)

Well yeah...i think thats all for now..cya.....