Saturday, July 23, 2011

back to reality. LOL.

Bonjour! surprise..surprise..
I'm back after a long period of silence.. it was 9 months ago when i posted my last entry.. a darn pathetic one i shud say.. lol~

Yeah, i have to admit that it has taken me several months to heal my broken heart. whoppss, exaggerating much? :p ok..ok..lemme rephrase, it was only 2 months to be exact! but then, i'm not saying that it was easy. I did lose my appetite, i had gone thru sleepless nights thinking abt my failed relationship, i remembered there were times i wud burst into tears just looking at some old photos of us during the happy times..bla..bla..blaa.. enuff with the past..

One thing i'm proud of is i managed to hide my sadness from the people around me. I smiled all day long, as if nothing has happened. I did my daily routine like usual. The break-up has somehow made me a slightly different person, it changed me in a positive way for sure.. Yep, it's true that what doesn't kill u will only make u stronger. After knowing the truth (yeah he falls for another girl, booyah!), I can curse all i want but nehh, i can handle things professionally. :)

Talking abt my life since then.. to my surprise, i've never been this happy.. I almost forgot how blissful life is being single.. i can do anything i want, i can befriend with anyone..or shud i say any-...err guy? lol.. compared to back then where even adding friends/approving friends request particularly from guys in fb was not allowed by u-know-who, it makes me quite content knowing that now i hv lots of guy friends, in reality. But if u asked me about when will i end my so-called single life, i have no answer for that. Even if i do, i think this time i wud prefer to be secretive abt it. lol.

For now, just lemme enjoy my life to the fullest while i can. till next post! ^^v